I found out what's actually happened on me. Goodness. I think I might be fall for you. Now only I realized that. Gosh!

You're just so knowledgeable and made me can't help but to get trapped by you. Unlike those other guys I had met, you're really different from them. I started to be curious when you started to chat with me through msn. *question: why will you start to chat with me first?*

Then I started to understand you, little by little, day by day. I wondered why am I having such good patience to make you open your heart and share your things with me. This, for me, definitely was a hard work, before this. I never put so much patience on one, ever. You are definitely the first one. I scare, someday, I will get bored, when I'm out of patience. Hope you wont make me out of patience. *I think should be okay, if the situation is still in progress*

Sometimes I just don't like you too concern about others' problems but tried to ignore your problem. You are just tried to suit others while left your problems with yourself. I just don't like!! Make me so guilty, helpless and just watch you suffer without any noise. How pathetic. *Just want you to let us know about your condition. It will definitely be okay, if you reject us*

You just don't like to ask people out, or invite. I should be happy, as I'm the only one who you had been invited before. =.=" I understand, the feeling of being reject. But, just get used to it, and it will be nothing. Not a big deal to get rejected by others. I'm just too get used to this kinda feeling.

I'm confused. If you are falling for me as well, then your acting must be very good, as I can't even sense one little thing, while face-to-face. But, the way you treat me in msn, I doubt, is that the real you? So, I get a conclusion that you actually not falling for me. This in fact makes me relief. I don't understand why will I have this feeling.

Started to be busy now. I meant you. We're just not chatting that frequently like what we did before. I tried to convince myself by using this reason. Hopefully there is no other reason for not chatting frequently between us. *I pray hard*

Am I did  any wrong? Just scare you will keep yourself whenever you meet something you don't like. Share with me. I'm so willing to listen to you, don't you know that?

I actually do mind one thing that you shared, last time. The girl you wanted to chase last time. Can't help to let myself jealous it. XD


~If you just realized what I had realized~

我介意

其实我的安静有迹可寻

只是你不太留心而已

如果说两个人在一起

比一个人孤寂

爱会不会过期

渐渐你成为我部落格里

被别人阅览着的心情

我听说留言的人会有个面具

那个匿名的会不会就是你

我还是介意你的话

总在无意间变化

介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔

我介意你没忘了她

介意你还放不下

该迁就还是一笑而罢

渐渐你成为我部落格里

被别人阅览着的心情

我听说留言的人会有个面具

那个匿名的会不会就是你

我还是介意你的话

总在无意间变化

介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔

我介意你没忘了她

介意你还放不下

该迁就还是一笑而罢

我还是介意你的话

总在无意间变化

介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔

我介意你没忘了他

介意你还放不下

该迁就还是一笑而罢

So true, I did mind about ur words., every single word.. sigh..

Tonight supposedly to have a 2-persons-only study group but ended up with a gang of friends studying together. Sigh.. should have get used to such situation. *accepting*

I realized that I'm quite scare people say, " I thought you will understand......" Goodness. I sometimes can sense what people are thinking about. But I can't be every time also able to know what people actually thought. I scared if I interpret wrongly, it will spoil my image and judge me wrongly.

Besides, I just have to learn not to be too curious, about everything that is non of my business. Curiosity kills the cat. I know this quote. So, what I have to learn now is to be silent, when I'm unnecessary for the topic. *too hard to learn =( *

My bestie, she has the ability to make people share things to her. I envy this ability. How hard to learn it and ended up I fed up with it and just be myself. XD

Many people like to share their things to her. They feel comfortable to share out. Ya, I admit that she really can calm people down and make people feel comfortable while talking to her. Simply because I'm one of them. XD

She actually knows what can be shared, what cannot be shared. I believed that this is came from experiences in life. Learn from mistakes.



~Confusing mood, might as well you tell me what are you thinking, and I will be free from guessing~

1. 钟表，可以回到起点，却已不是昨天。

2. 使人成熟的是经历，而不是岁月。

3. 少一点预设的期待，那份对人的关怀便会更自在。

4. 有一种伤叫悲伤，是睫毛再也承受不住泪球的重，轻轻碰到就会滴落。

5. 互相尊重是一种美德，而必要的距离又是任何一种尊重的前提。

6. 流云在天边，行囊在眼前，有一条通往太阳的路无边又无沿。

7. 人永远不知道谁哪次不经意的跟你说了再见之后就真的再也不见了。

8. 爱，就大声说出来，因为你永远都不会知道，明天和意外，哪个会先来！

9. 铁饭碗的真实含义不是在一个地方吃一辈子饭，而是一辈子到哪儿都有饭吃。

10. 低头要有勇气，抬头要有底气。

11. 每个人出生的时候都是原创，可悲的是很多人渐渐都成了盗版。

12. 真坏人并不可怕，可怕的是假好人。

13. 忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦；奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实地感受生活；疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚。

14. 叹气是浪费时间的事情，哭泣是浪费力气的行径。

15. 不是人人都能活的低调，可以低调的基础是随时都能高调。

16. 就算不快乐也不要皱眉，因为你永远不知道谁会爱上你的笑容。

17. 绝口不提不是因为忘记，而是因为铭记。

18.人生的冷暖取决于心灵的温度。

19. 如果真诚是一种伤害，请选择谎言；如果谎言是一种伤害，请选择沉默；如果沉默是一种伤害，请选择离开。

20. 让未来到来，让过去过去。

I wondered, who will fall for my smile.. =.="

I will still show the best side of me, in front of you all, even though I'm freaking sad.. 

This is the promise I had made to you.

~I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you by my side, forever and ever~

Tonight just completed a mission, a great mission -- giving a surprise to Shuhan babe~

This coming Sunday will be shuhan babe's birthday. We planned to celebrate early since we are having quiz on Friday, camp on Saturday. Thursday will be the preparation for quiz. So, the best day will be tonight, Wednesday.

We cheated her and saying that tonight was the farewell party for one of our senior -- Choon Ming. She believed. How cute. She didn't even suspect. This in fact made us felt so successful to give her a surprise. Felt glad too, when knew that she really loves her present -- a purse. We had been scared for couple days, scared she will not like her own present. You know that, sometimes just too scare to see the birthday fella doesn't like his or her own present. Kinda disappointed. XD

Planned this celebration since long time ago. Felt so guilty to keep cheating her. Hope she will not mind as we were just wanted to give her a surprise, an unforgettable surprise.

Really happy to see you so in love with the purse. This indicates that our taste, not that bad. =)
Hope our friendship will be everlasting. Friends forever~

The biggest hope that we want for you, sincerely, is to find you a suitable special one. Someone who can really protect you, stand by you, support you, take good care of you, love you and you love him as well. I know that time is coming, someday. ^^



~You're different, you know what I meant~

Tonight supposedly to go out with you and my bestie. But ended up my bestie put me aeroplane, had her meeting at 10pm, which was our outing time. =(

However, felt quite happy as you sacrificed your precious time to fulfill your promise. Though it was just a thought that I suddenly popped up while I was emo, you kept that in mind and tried your best to fulfill it. I did appreciate it, sincerely. 

Beach, it doesn't mean anything to some people. Yet, it means a lot to me. I like to feel the sea breeze, looking the moon and stars in the dark sky. It calms down my emotion, heart and mind. I actually like to stay silence while I am at the beach but I scare you will not get used to this kinda situation. So, once again, I chose to be noisy, kept on talking and chit chatting.

In fact, I felt guilty, for wasting your time. Sigh.. Can't you just reject us whenever you feel not free? Although we knew that you are definitely not being forced to attend. Yet, our heart will feel so guilty and sorry about you.

I found myself like to relate you to other girls. Lolz.. this feeling was not good at all, though. I just like to do so. Am I abusing myself? XD Treat myself so cruel. Too bad. >.<"

Thank you. You mark all my words in your mind. So it means that at least, I'm not that nonsense in your mind. I do appreciate it.

Since when you had bear the responsibility to remind me to sleep early? You should have remind yourself as well to sleep early. Every night sleeps late, not good for our health. Hope you listen my advice.

Share one super nice song's lyrics to all of you, entitled "Baby I'm amazed by you, Bryan Adams"

Every time our eyes meet

This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts

I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin

The taste of your kiss

The way you whisper in the dark

Your hair all around me, baby you surround me

You touch every place in my heart

Oh, it feels like the first time every time

I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Oh, every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you

~I realized that, I like the smell of you. XD Maybe is the smell of your clothes, maybe is the smell of your body shampoo. Anyway, I just feel comfort, so in love with it~

Tonight is 七夕情人节~ 祝我自己七夕情人节快乐～

Too bad, the sky after a heavy rain today, full of clouds~ can't even discover one tiny star. =(
Tonight should be the first night that nothing happened for this month.

Had a burger with cheese, for my supper. Oh my goodness, I had taken unhealthy food!! I broke my own mission. But I'm too hungry until do not know what can i eat. =(

Every night drinks green tea, hope can better my health's condition. I knew my own health condition. It's no longer in good situation. It shows some signals for me. Yet, I had ignored them for few months. Hope I can recover soon.

Finally my lovely sister had decided to upload her wedding photos to fb. She said she was damn not satisfied with her own wedding photos and will definitely find someday to snap a whole new set again. However, we all thought that her wedding photos are really very nice. But she only uploaded 3 photos to her fb album. Within one day, there are more than 20 people like her photos. I told her, her wedding photos are nice. Now that have others to prove my statement.

I think my mom is a very cute person. She called me tonight, asked me don't be late return home as now is the Chinese Ghost Month. I promised her. And she turned up and said she wanna watch movie with my dad. So now what, she herself banned me from late going back home but watched movie with my dad until late night. LOLZ~ Anyway, I chose to listen to my mom. And my mom is just so cute, isn't she?



~The feeling u gave me tonight, so unreal. That's not the usual one. Have to give me some time to accept u. haha!~
~Thanks, for being the first to wish me today~ ^^