These few days are in a super relaxing mode.. because last few weeks were busy with the presentations.. business project.. damn stressful.. always in moody.. so i totally relaxed myself in these few days..

first day,we went to swim.. in ixora.. most of our rice tong members were arrived.. had a really enjoyable moment with them.. and refreshed.. i had been months never exercise.. body became fatter.. aikzz.. we "throw" our members one by one to the swimming pool.. cool~ it's very funny.. but we made one of our member cried.. sorry oh.. because she doesn't know how to swim.. and that was the first time she went to the pool.. no heart la us~ lol.. after that we planned to eat dinner together.. but i put aeroplane.. because last few days also felt sick.. then period is coming soon.. not feeling well.. my parents "da bao" for me.. so i thought it's better for me to eat at home.. in case i'm in a serious pain..

second day, i went to chinese orchestra event.. IT IS ABSOLUTELY COOL!!!! i love orchestra so much.. but dont have the chance to watch it.. now, when i watched it, i felt very enjoyed.. really really!!i wanna learn flute~ hope i have the effort and chance to learn it.. (praying..)




the last day, i went to sing k with my rice tong group members.. but blood rice didnt attend.. too bad.. we sing and sing and sing.. sing for 5 hours!!! gosh.. after that, initially was decided to watch a movie before going back home.. but then majority said wanna shopping.. so we went for shopping.. but me, chashao rice and rurou rice went to play games with aaron, cow rice and roger.. it's kinda fun there.. after that zhu gay rice said wanna play bowling.. and we didnt feel like going other places.. so accompanied them and sat at there.. waiting they all came back from crazy shopping..

i realised that.. i like the way when i'm be with u.. i fall in love with that kinda way when we are together.. sigh.. now only i realised.. it's totally too late.. if possible, i hope that i can never realise this feeling.. kept it in the deepest place in my heart.. dont try to think about it.. isnt it a best way for us? yeah, i guess it is..
sometimes, we have to be selfish.. so i understood ur feeling.. it is just a way that we wont suffer together in future.. but i really cannot bear with this suffering situation.. one more month.. i feel like crying out loudly.. sigh.. tell nobody about my feelings.. suffering..

me~ rurou rice~ chashao rice~

the rice tong~

we are Rice Tong~