hmm.. today is the day to give answer.. but he didnt contact me yet.. so i'm waiting..

told my family about this thing yesterday night.. =.=

they were more excited than me.. i also dont understand why.. my dad analysed everything out..

so the main reason they thought about is, this is a distance love, hard to maintain.. -i had the same idea too-

whatever, he wont do anything probably.. so tell him also useless.. sigh.. i understood the reason, though it's hard to be accepted..

suak la.. this kinda thing, just follow the fate.. it makes me so troublesome and headache.. let's enjoy the single life.. yes, i rather enjoy single..

today went to jusco.. my mom wanted to buy red wine.. coz it's going to have a party to celebrate my sister's engagement.. decided to call along my friends to my house.. but then it's too bad luck.. the part is on 25th of july, but 27th of july is my first midterm test.. nobody will attend.. so just let it be.. @.@"

then i bought "salonpas" for my friend, "the rock".. haha!

she told me that her shoulder is pain yesterday.. so i bought this for her lo.. hope can help to relief pain.. coz heard my sister said, "salonpas" is good to relief pain..

tonight will be a lazy night.. lazy to do assignment, lazy to do homework.. sigh.. i am a lazy girl~~ >.<"

sigh.. today morning received a call from somebody, said that the party that will be held on sunday is cancelled. i sms to jessy to confirm about this, she gave me a reason : bbq party will make people get sick easily in this time..and no other plan can replace this party event..so cancelled.. -zha dou-

today is just busy sent pictures to friends~ took a lot of nice photos.. yesterday was an super memorable and enjoyable day for us, ji mui~ -lazy to upload photos dy.. >.< -

today.. it is also a very shock and surprising day.. somebody confessed to me.. in fact, i expected he will confess, but not now.. we both knew that it is not the right timing for us to have a further our relationship.. how can u want me to maintain a distance love, by using my first love.. once i think about this, i will be depressed, so kesian neh!!!

confessed using sms, so chicken la u! lolz.. but it's ok.. we are still besties..i am still ur loyal listener.. we can still share our things with each other.. i just want us to have more time to know each other, to learn more.. me and u, just knew for 1 year.. not even 1 year.. it is out of my expectation..

u had told me before, u dont want me to have a high expectation on u.. i know, i understand.. but now u are the one who is not understand it, obviously.. if i accepted, u have more responsibilities and burdens to bear with.. can u? we both are beginners, we have to go through and overcome a lot of problems.. it needs patience and time to do so.. can i? am i able to do so? the answer for both of the questions is no.. u are just followed feelings.. it will spoil everything, including our relationship as besties..

u know what.. from besties to couples, it is very easy.. really easy.. but everything has to change.. it has good and bad sides.. so, why dont we both give more time for us.. isn't it good? isn't it the thing that u wanted since long time ago? please.. dont spoil our friendship..

so, u asked me to give u an answer to u tomorrow.. answer is obviously shown.. hope u will understand and accept the current situation we having now.. that will be good and relief.. =)

hmm.. i want to write this blog, though it has nothing for me to write about. think of these few weeks, what had i did? er.. probably nothing.
i had joined few clubs and societies. joined their sub-comm as well. hope that i can cope with these tasks. no choice, SAPS points are tempted..
as usual, busy with tutorials, assignments, quizzes and homework. @.@"
how badly i wish i'm working now. so that i wont have to face this kinda stupid things.

tomorrow will be a happy day to me. (hopefully)
the planning which i had planned since last year (=.="), at last, finally, have come true~ my friends and i, are going to ZOO melaka tomorrow!!! haha!i know some of them might not like to go to zoo. because it is dirty, smelly and the weather is torturing too. hehe.. though they are still willing to go with me~ how good u all.. love u all~

after that, we will go to DP.. plan to take photos.. those with "big head" one..
-hard praying-
hope tomorrow will be a nice weather~

LOLz.. today just played a test. "when will u get ur next boyfriend/girlfriend"
the result shows that i will never get a next boyfriend.
but i dont have boyfriend currently.. shit.. that means i will single in my life.. T_T
sigh.. what a life i'm having now..
but i know, this kinda thing is fated. maybe i need to wait for the Mr Right.. (consoling myself)..
maybe.. haizz.. suak la.. dont care about this thing dy.. dont have ma dont have lo.. it's nothing so big deal wat!! blek..

going to celebrate zhu gay fan and ji fan's birthday this coming sunday.. jifan doesnt know that we are going to celebrate her birthday as well.. lol.. we are planned to give her a surprise.. havent choose the present for her yet. @.@"
totally have no idea for the present.
heard that they had invited many people to come for the BBQ party.
probably, i will be sitting in front of the BBQ boat, isolated from people.. haizz.. what to do? this is me..
somebody is invited also. but geh si geh si doesnt want to come.. keep asking me whether want somebody to come. just decide yourself la. dont ask me. i am lose thinking power of making decision. so long never make decision dy. so dont ask me.

just now told me that somebody wont come.. do u think that i will sad for u? no, u are wrong, totally. this is non of my business. it's up to u whether u want to come. i still can enjoy myself. no worries.

in fact, i have to tell u that, u are actually still care for M. just admit it. but u dont want, and deny. haizz.. maybe u urself dont know this thing yet. since u are denied, so i dont have the responsibility to let u know. non of my business dy.. ^.^
one more thing.. u denied, it's ok.. but u are talked so bad words about her. it;s really unacceptable. i was so surprised! how could u say a girl until like that. explained to u, but u rejected my explanation.
felt so disappointed to u.. u're not respecting girls. how worse are u!the most basic thing, but u dont know, keep denying, keep rejecting others' explanation.
that's why.. u are not worth and not deserved to have any girl beside u. so sucks!
if u continue with such attitude, u will bear the consequences urself.. sigh...