yesterday, today and tomorrow..

sigh.. today morning received a call from somebody, said that the party that will be held on sunday is cancelled. i sms to jessy to confirm about this, she gave me a reason : bbq party will make people get sick easily in this time..and no other plan can replace this party event..so cancelled.. -zha dou-

today is just busy sent pictures to friends~ took a lot of nice photos.. yesterday was an super memorable and enjoyable day for us, ji mui~ -lazy to upload photos dy.. >.< -

today.. it is also a very shock and surprising day.. somebody confessed to me.. in fact, i expected he will confess, but not now.. we both knew that it is not the right timing for us to have a further our relationship.. how can u want me to maintain a distance love, by using my first love.. once i think about this, i will be depressed, so kesian neh!!!

confessed using sms, so chicken la u! lolz.. but it's ok.. we are still besties..i am still ur loyal listener.. we can still share our things with each other.. i just want us to have more time to know each other, to learn more.. me and u, just knew for 1 year.. not even 1 year.. it is out of my expectation..

u had told me before, u dont want me to have a high expectation on u.. i know, i understand.. but now u are the one who is not understand it, obviously.. if i accepted, u have more responsibilities and burdens to bear with.. can u? we both are beginners, we have to go through and overcome a lot of problems.. it needs patience and time to do so.. can i? am i able to do so? the answer for both of the questions is no.. u are just followed feelings.. it will spoil everything, including our relationship as besties..

u know what.. from besties to couples, it is very easy.. really easy.. but everything has to change.. it has good and bad sides.. so, why dont we both give more time for us.. isn't it good? isn't it the thing that u wanted since long time ago? please.. dont spoil our friendship..

so, u asked me to give u an answer to u tomorrow.. answer is obviously shown.. hope u will understand and accept the current situation we having now.. that will be good and relief.. =)