haha.. now only i realised that, actually, guys in love will be very stupid. somehow, they will do something considered stupid by girls. moreover, i think that girls will be very kesian, if they met this kinda guys. stupid guys..sigh.. (thanks meimei for telling me this. ^^)
so, i am thinking that, if continue like that, dont know when is my that gorgor will get a girlfriend. pretty worry about it.
my gorgor? haizz.. sucks la. always do something ridiculuos. somemore without the notice of the girl. pity pity..everyday seems to be very smart, but when comes to this kinda problem, his reaction is just like a boy with his first love. feel shy somemore. i one time slap to let u fly! this called guy ar?! (haizz.. i feel like banging the wall..)
how i know he falls for the girl? i got my way to know it~
:P
just because that girl is my besties lo. i'm started to think that is it he wants me to be his mui just because of that girl. lol..hmm.. the possibility quite big. but so what? i got a "kind" and "scary" gorgor~ somemore can bully him.
haizz.. but i will feel sorry to him la if i never do anything for him. lol..
hmm.. tell that girl about his? that's a good idea. but dont know whether my gorgor will kill me later on or not. and the problem is, if that girl knows about this thing, will she dont want to talk to him forever? the possibility also quite high. i know her very well.
ermm.. then ask my gorgor to be confessed to her? omg.. dont do that. i will be crazy, not him. he will scold me for a couple of weeks. dont.. dont.. never do this.
errr.. then.. just let it be?
har.. dont want dont want. or.. be friends first? but i dont think that girl will go yum cha with us lo. later teased by her.. even worse.. then how?
haizz.. stupid la gorgor! just be confessed la! dont bother any other thing! u have to believe that the power of love is the strongest wat! so lame la u..
okok.. i know the reason. but u can create some miracles right? left one semester only. there is an oppoturnity for u, dont miss it! or else u go back ur hometown eat urself!
if u dare to scold me even once, u will know the impact. well, i assumed that u knew it.

that's why i said u lame! i said u lame then u are lame! no more excuses! make me worry for such a long time. u shouldn't let this thing happened. oh my god, my dark eyes circle..my eye bags.. getting worse..
yes, is ur fault. admit it~ (if u dont admit, i will whack u!)

just go on! be ur mui, i surely stand by ur side one.. need not to worry k?haha..

hey! why i am the one who are worried about this thing?! -.-
hng.. dont care already. i want to prepare for my final!! blek! >.<

怎么了..怎么我觉得今天的夜晚特别孤单..呵..就像此刻的我..既无助又无奈..
该开心还是伤心呢?开心?可为什么我的泪不会停止?好不容易找到的朋友..又要离我而去..真不甘啊..可又能怎样?除了无奈..还是无奈..
你应该感到幸运..我第一次为离去而流泪..竟然是为了你..了不起了哦?!可是你不会知道..我也不会笨到让你知道..免得你飞了上天还要我把你拉回来..
应该要开心的..还有一个学期..还有一个..不长亦不短..恨它太短,因为我们还没有制造许多美好的回忆..恨它太长,因为越是看见你,就会觉得自己会舍不得你..太舍不得的时候我会把你帮起来的哦!呵..
保持得到吗?我们的友谊..应该吧..希望以后跟你聊天你不会嫌我烦..还能摸摸你的头..还能听你像个大人似的教导我..还能听到你真心要我改掉坏毛病的唠叨..还能听到你为了我的好,不惜以威胁的方式来逼我..
我就像个长不大的小孩..虽然有时侯你比我表现得更像个孩子..可我就喜欢造反..在你还没来得及生气以前做个好孩子..让你哭笑不得..每次都说自己是个最好的听众..可是每次的听众都会是你..也只有你会有耐心听完我的长篇大论..还会加以分析..只有你会已真心话来和我交谈..该挑剔的时候,该分享的时候,该骂我的时候,该唠叨我的时候,该称赞我的时候..一切的一切..慢慢适应了有你的日子..慢慢觉得你做的事情是那么的理所当然,而我又是那么理所当然的接受着..
你走了以后..我该怎么办..
一些事情..我没说,并不代表我不懂..我不说,是因为你没说..你没说,是因为不想让我担心..所以..我不能再让你担心了..你要忙的东西已经够多了..不是吗?我们会留下美好的回忆..足够我们用一辈子来回忆..我们.. .. 会是好朋友的..虽然不是最好的..却已心满意足.. 再一次.. 很高兴认识你..
看吧..眼睛肿得跟合桃似的..怎么睡啊?!都是你啦!害我的..

唉..每次写部落格都会隔段很久的时间.. 对不起啦.. 因为我一想到要把自己所想的事情写出来就觉得别扭的说..而且啊..我的感觉都是"非笔墨能形容"的..为什么啊? 因为就算我的感觉已经多到满出来..还是不会表达到我所要的..(郁闷啊....)

认识了很多人..了解到许多的事情..发生了太多意想不到的情况..但还是很侥幸的渡过两个学期..不错不错..

我觉得呢..上天没有把我遗忘..真的很感谢..在我对人生..对友谊失望时..让我认识了那么多的朋友..我会珍惜..
曾经的一切让我失去了信任的勇气..常常把自己锁在自己的城墙内..形成自我保护的屏幕..把自己保护的好好的.. 活在只有自己的世界里..当我想再次打开自己的城门时,才发现自己已不能和陌生人沟通..一旦陌生人靠近,自己会很自然的以一副没有表情的脸示人..和陌生人交谈,身体会不自觉的颤抖..
很努力..很努力的让自己接近一些朋友..终于有了一些好转..因为我会对别人微笑了..其他人不知道..我是花了多大的努力..费了多少时间让自己跨出这一步..
会的..一切会好转的..对不对? ....

1011, a special digits to me and wee san.. and also takeshi.. haha.. it is because 11 october is our BIRTHDAY!! this is the first time i pass my birthday without my parents side.. sigh!! sad!! this blog was created at 2007, was a birthday present to wee san.. so it's a need to write in our blog during every birthday!! so, guys?? can i say this is a 1st anniversary birthday especially for this blog?? yeah!! congratulations !! guys, we need to celebrate it right?? of course need!! so, wee san, how you celebrate your birthday?? for me, i have no idea with my birthday at all!! sad!! erm.. nothing to say already.. anyway, i wanna wish wee san...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
&
HAPPY ALWAYS..

P/S : you guys know what i am doing when i write this blog?? guess?? i am listen to tension - 'our story'..

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在你左右还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手不愿放松十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流我必须要走要记得~~~
我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
wo一定会继续
我知道你寂寞一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获你愿意在耐心等候
我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完

by,
libra girl
11/10/2008

hey guys!! this is the first time i write in our blog.. because i realize that many of my classmates have their own blog.. think like i am a bit outdated.. erm.. today, for me, actually is a sad day.. why i am saying like that? it is because today i got morning class, 8am... econs class and got quiz! once i am opened my sleepy eyes, u know what happen? it's 8.20am!! i am very curious about why my phone alarm didn't ring ?? why?somebody tell me?? it suppose to ring at 6.50 am.. maybe that time i turned it off then continue to sleep.. somebody help me??!! i just can rushed in and out.. after brushed teeth, i just took my bag and ran to campus.. and i didn't use the stupid and slow lift.. 4th floor you know?? the time that i reached my class was at 8.35am something.. fast right? but after i sat down, i realized that the
QUIZ IS OVER!!
OMG!! it contribute 5% in my final exam!! feel like wanna die already!! after the class end, i saw there got a few students discussed with my lecturer.. whether can give them a chance to sit for the quiz o not?? yes, i can see the light of hope! but i know that my econs lecturer won't be soooo good!! he sure will not allow us to sit for the quiz since we are late to his class without a good reason..i think that if other lecturer like business maths they sure will give us the chance.. but econs lecturer i don't think so.. BINGO! he not allow me to sit for the quiz! got one indian girl can sit for the quiz because she said that she went to the temple to pray, so she was late to class.. i feel like wanna cry already!! sob sob..maybe in secondary school, 5% will not cause the result worse but in mmu, it's wrong!! it's mean that others' full mark is 100% and mine one is 95% only.. such a damn lecturer! he's too strict!! this is the first i late to the class!! and i was bad luck also.. it was the first time i am late, and it is the first time econs lecturer wants us to sit the quiz at the beginning of the class.. TOO BAD!
after i back home, i msn with my sisters and i told them about this.. my sister said i am so stupid!! she said i should tell my lecturer that since this morning i am not feeling well, stomach pain.. when the lecturer ask for mc, i can said haven't seek for the doctor.. after the class i will go clinic.. i also agree with my sister- i am stupid enough! maybe that way, my lecturer will let me sit for the make up quiz.. but it's too late!! why i want to told my lecturer that i am slept over??
but now can't do anything since he is not allow me to sit for the quiz..
so, what can i do??.... i don't know.. just learn from my mistake... and tell myself
i will NEVER late again!!

kelling, try harder and fight back the 5% for damn econs!!



by: kelling
25 sept 2008

(清一清喉龙)
大家好!我们最亲爱的朋友,所说的就是本人我--姓颜,名薇珊..多么有写意的名字..以前啊..我超讨厌这名的说..感觉别人叫我的时候,就很恶心..>.< 但我也要感谢我爸妈,没有把我按成啊花啊香什么的..其实呢,这名字就跟我本人一样..优哉悠哉的..每天像是没烦恼,没压力..澄清哦!!我也有自己的压力!!不说不代表没有..

扯远了..

话说今年..2008..1月28日(啊圣同志的生日也),我踏进了一个能让我有更美好的未来的地方..就是多媒体大学..当初,是本人最敬爱的母亲大人突然!从我本来要走的医生路途中插了一脚..就这样改写了我的一生..我可悲的人生就这样被别人定下来..所以啊,我就进了我一直不曾考虑过的工程系..也是因为我那敬爱的母亲大人..让我的人生增添了美好的回忆..发梦也会笑吧..

我因为去旅行,错过了大学的registration day,orientation day,错过了认识朋友的黄金机会..超衰!!所以开学的第一天我超级忙的..人生地不熟..我姐的男朋友就暂时充当了大学导游,带着我去参观参观..我一直处于战战兢兢的状态..担心找不到朋友啦,担心朋友不好..一大堆不必烦恼的事我都在烦..

终于到了第一课..推开门,迟到的我很开心的发现老师也是同样迟到..(比我迟哦!狂笑中!!)可是在一刹那我的心已经跌到谷底..不管我怎样算..班上只有我和另一个女生(什么?!!天啊!!!)..她叫杰妮..她是一个超细心,超好的女生..我觉得在大学里最幸运的就是遇见她..一个人找到了角落的位置坐了下来..她竟然把椅子推到我的旁边..用英文问我的名字..然后当我们都知道我们会华文时,华文就成了我们的沟通语言..接下来的日子,我们几乎形影不离..我们有一样的喜好..都是动漫迷!!!无论是讨论功课,做功课,上课,吃饭等..我们都是一起的..谁叫我们是班上竟有的两个女生呢?唉~

一直都相安无事..直到physics lab这科..五人组成一组..分工合作做实验..我那组自然就有我和杰妮,外加三个男生(A+B+C)..A和B是别班的男生..C则是和我一班..这A很矮,眉毛粗粗的感觉就像蜡笔小新,时常皱着眉头,像个老头子..我和杰妮都叫他--你的kawan..我一直都看不顺眼他..杰妮也是..因为他总会有一种女生是麻烦的眼光来看我们..实验有什么结果也不会告诉我们..B呢..是负责电脑的..因为我们都不会用酱"canggih"的电脑..问他问题,他就很像在神游..目不转睛地看着你几秒过后,才仿佛醒过来回答你:"不懂哦.."(汗!)C呢,每天每时每刻都在唱歌,还是要周杰伦的..有时会有种想要把他的嘴巴缝起来的冲动..(为什么没有缝到?我是女生啊..要有仪态..笨!)
要知道他们是谁啊?好吧..告诉你好了..反正我人酱好..(A是立权,B是崇信,C是国伟)

然后,在不懂上什么课的时候,终于知道班上我最小的?!!其中一个跟我同年..他叫康哲..他的朋友都"甘蔗,甘蔗"的叫他..大我九个月..总觉得班上的人都在欺负他是最小的男生..他人很好!酱多个男生,我跟他的话最多..大概是因为大家都是同年的关系吧!而且他很健谈..跟他会熟起来,我想是因为崇信咯..哈哈..因为他们两个就坐到我旁边..崇信夹在我跟康哲的中间..可是他从头到尾,说的话不超过三句..康哲还要去问人家..:"做么你今天酱静的?"哈哈..康哲好单纯哦!!(过后问当事人,他竟然狡辩?!!说他插不进我跟康哲的话题?!算!) 然后知道康哲来自吉打..(好远哦~)从那时候开始,我的印象,就是康哲很健谈..崇信就是一副不可一世的样子..然后就没有在跟他说过话了..康哲很有baby face的..看到他就会想要摸摸他的头然后讲:"乖!"而且computer applications的tutorial我们大多数是抄他的..(应该说是参考..)记得有一次..我忘记了讲师跟我们讲过..没有上课..害到我早早就去了..然后就逗留在图书馆..直到另外一课..上另外一课之前遇到他..就问问看做么没有课..哪里知道..他就一直在笑我!!上课之前笑,上住课又笑..上完课回家他还在笑!(有酱好笑咩?!) 我的表情从头到尾都是冷冷的..然后就一直讲:"够了..不要再笑了.."等到他要回宿舍,我要去图书馆的时候,他才停止笑..但是临走前还是笑了一下!!(哪里有鞋?!) 我就觉得啊..班上的男生在嫉妒..你知道为什么吗?他们因为看到我和康哲比较好聊..就开始扯我和他一起.. (在班讲到酱大声..想不知道都很难..) 如果我的旁边恰巧有空位,所有的男生就会推他坐到我旁边..然后就会感觉到他很尴尬..所以话也越来越少..我也当着没事..看他们几时结束这无聊到极点的游戏..

过后发现..原来崇信给我的印象跟他自己原本的性格有很大的出入..(谁叫他酱喜欢act cool?自己拿来的!)我跟杰妮都叫他act cool男..很配是不是?哈..我也酱觉得..我会注意到他..应该是因为我时常觉得有人看住我..蛮吓人的..所以就开始找到底是谁在看我咯..终于在一次,我跟杰妮刚上厕所回来..我又感觉到有人看住我..我就赌一赌..然后就很突然地望住他..(晕!!) 他只是愣在那边..没有闪开我的眼神,没有任何反应..(一定是神游了..) 其实他跟朋友之间的谈话很搞笑的..只是对女生就没有~要例子?ok咯..记得他在跟姓张的讲(应该是吧..我坐前面..没有注意到..) :"马六甲最近越来越热了..都是因为那些foreigner..他们很像从中东带热气来马六甲.."另外一个回答:"是咯是咯..他们就很像中东来的火碳酱,我一点都感受不到他们的热情.." (我顿时有种忍笑到内伤的感觉..)他很喜欢踢足球..其实现在很少会有男生踢足球的..(有goal过的吗?)

我们的功课,一遇到难题..都会找"睡神"..我忘了他的名字..姓邓的对吧?他给我的印象--嗜睡,出神入化..每天都在班上睡觉,而且超会选位子来坐..风水刚刚好..讲师看他不到..最令我觉得失败的是..成绩最好的是他..真没天理..唉~如果借他的功课要算钱的话,我觉得他已经可以赚到学费了..哈哈..每天戴着一副有裂痕的眼镜..我都很奇怪他为什么还可以看到酱清楚..

班上有位男生..从来都没有跟他讲过一句话..他姓张..名字也是忘了..我和杰妮喜欢叫他coklat男..因为他很喜欢穿coklat色的衣服..可是他人很黑耶..@_@ 所以整个人看起来就很coklat.. 记得有一次..我们期中考试,他一个穿了件ah pek裤来..他的朋友就一直在笑他..他也没有理..然后他蹲下来不懂做什么..那个立权竟然丢一个一毛给他..我们全场人看到,直接笑到大大声..可是我发现到一样东西..虽然他没有跟我讲过话,但是他会去附和别人..一起来玩我!! (我的命运!!!) example啦..有一次..我从CLC 门口进去..他们全部站在二楼的栏杆旁..我隐隐约约听到有人喊我的名..又不敢确定..不过当我一望上去的时候..全部竟然跟我招手..(你看!是不是在附和?) 当时给我的感觉..他们很像站在titanic上面跟亲朋好友say goodbye.. (汗!!)(事后问起,发起人竟然是臭崇信!!)

接下来要介绍的是宏俊..名字很像很好听..人嘛..蛮搞笑的..我和杰妮都称他为自恋男..他超级爱美!!!因为他每天每时每刻,无时无刻都在弄自己的头发!!!我从来没有看过酱的男生..我曾经花了整天的时间来研究此人..发现他就算有没有讲师在都好,他都会拿着自己的电话影幕当镜子..不要命似的弄自己的头发..我在大考的时候,他坐在我前面的前面..每个人都在拼了命的做..(我也是好不好?!只是想不到的时候东张西望罢了吗!!) 我们的旁边,好死不死,是个可以照到自己的窗口..而从我这边可以看到他那..他竟然..竟然在弄自己的头发!!!(晕!!)他有副眼镜..白框的..而且据说他讲自己戴眼镜不好看..所以他只是在看白板的时候才会戴..他戴眼镜有个动作,就是一戴了眼镜就会把自己的sideburn整理好..而且一弄就不会停手了..就算只有右手不得空,他都会用左手来弄..@_@" 有一次哦..我要去student admin处理东西..就发觉到旁边有人,而且表情很很尴尬..这时候才想起原来是宏俊..他的旁边站着一个uncle..看样子他很尊敬这人..因为我听到他只是一直"嗯.. 嗯.."酱子来回答那个uncle..我走人的时候他还在那..过后就有physics lab的课..发现到他很迟才进班..他的朋友就问:"宏俊,去哪里来哦?刚才的英文节又没有上..女朋友来看你啊?" 我看着他,眼里带着嘲笑..我想当时大概只有我一人知道他在做什么吧..难不成那个uncle是他的女朋友?!他的样子就比刚才更尴尬..看了我一眼就不敢再看我了..不知道他过后有没有跟他的朋友解释..哈哈..

班上有个人很像winnie the pooh的..他叫庆荣(庆荣还是庆勇啊?我忘了..)我习惯叫他威妮..哈哈..他已经20++了!竟然叫我这个还不到18的小妹妹--大姐?!!我差点气晕掉!那个时候我们上tutorial..我借他东西..他还我的时候我没有听到他叫我..所以叫叫下,变到"大姐,大姐",酱叫了..算..不跟他计较..然后..他竟然跟朋友讲他叫我大姐..(唉~难道我就只有成为他们饭后话题的命运吗?!) 他上课习惯抱着手臂..像在审视讲师..考试不会做的时候也是会酱子..

我的班有一个东马人..sarawak 的.. 叫文优..他是在新年过后的那个星期才来..够懒..我对他的印象不会好到哪里去..跟我和杰妮说话会口吃..跟他讨论东西..最后做决定的还是我们..他很chicken的..speaking test的时候..时间我做主..跟他讨论还是不会有结果的..我的组被分到三男一女..两个外国的..一个叫mustapha..另外一个叫muhammad muhammad..我本人跟mustapha比较熟..所以我跟他讲时间地点..另外那个我本来想说叫文优帮我讲..你知道他怎样回答我吗?他讲:"这些东西..都是你去讲比较适合啦.."你看!有酱的人吗?! 终于到speaking test 的时间了..可是我们有extra class..所以就要知会下讲师..我坐在那儿就是不说..又跟他讲,如果他叫我讲的话,我就直接出..所以他就被逼讲..(超爽!!玩到他了!!男生就不能大胆些吗?!)别我朋友讲他很smart.. (我去投江算了..)

立权转校了..之前还以为他会留在mmu的..哪里知道他竟然去了universiti tun hussein onn malaysia读不懂什么科系..难怪他们会帮他举办farewell party..很理所当然的..我跟杰妮缺席..哈哈..两个女生去跟人家争吃steamboat咩?!-.- 他很38的..有一轮在physics课,姓张的就跟那帮男的讲我们的讲师会打tennis..因为他看过..然后这个立权就问:"不是打排球的咩?"其他的就问他为什么咯..哪里知道他答:"因为人妖打排球麻.."(突然整帮的男生都冷完..包括我和杰妮..)

国伟的人除了唱歌,应该是没有东西做了..立权讲他像杨宗伟..然后国伟就笑他是林宥嘉..(墙叻?!墙在哪里?!不要阻止我!!) 过后不懂什么事..他们就讲他像tom cruise..(我要去跳海..) 哪里知道给讲师笑他是tom "kurus"..-.- 还有就是computer applications 的project要照片..他跟我一组..你知道他拿什么照片给我吗?!他拿passport人头照给我..(我拿到的时候不懂要给什么反应他..又不可以笑..唉~)

其实是很好笑,很搞笑的一班..(只是刚才我用陈述句..难免会失去阅读的兴趣..sorry啊..)
遇到你们..真的要很感谢上帝..相遇是种缘分..相知呢..我们就没有缘了..management是我自己选择的路..所以我会负起这个责任..我们要一起加油哦!!!

希望你们真的不要忘了我才好!!(谁敢忘记本小姐,我一定让他好看!!)

啊!!!超级想念你啊!!杰妮~
还有你们~

take care... goodbye~
may all ur wishes will come true..
god bless u..

by: weesan ^^
12.17am 27th june 2008 完

finally....
everyone of had found our target!

while form six and matrix friends start their lessons,i...i...still waiting!!!
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but... still happy for them!
really really really hope all of our friends can live happily and study hardworkingly...
bcz...wherever you are , there are a friend always pray to god to bless you all!!!
5.1!!!u better make a good work, if u make me down ?hey hey...hey hey...hey hey...
u know my fist how big de lah?
lastly...
4ever friends!