haha.. now only i realised that, actually, guys in love will be very stupid. somehow, they will do something considered stupid by girls. moreover, i think that girls will be very kesian, if they met this kinda guys. stupid guys..sigh.. (thanks meimei for telling me this. ^^)
so, i am thinking that, if continue like that, dont know when is my that gorgor will get a girlfriend. pretty worry about it.
my gorgor? haizz.. sucks la. always do something ridiculuos. somemore without the notice of the girl. pity pity..everyday seems to be very smart, but when comes to this kinda problem, his reaction is just like a boy with his first love. feel shy somemore. i one time slap to let u fly! this called guy ar?! (haizz.. i feel like banging the wall..)
how i know he falls for the girl? i got my way to know it~
:P
just because that girl is my besties lo. i'm started to think that is it he wants me to be his mui just because of that girl. lol..hmm.. the possibility quite big. but so what? i got a "kind" and "scary" gorgor~ somemore can bully him.
haizz.. but i will feel sorry to him la if i never do anything for him. lol..
hmm.. tell that girl about his? that's a good idea. but dont know whether my gorgor will kill me later on or not. and the problem is, if that girl knows about this thing, will she dont want to talk to him forever? the possibility also quite high. i know her very well.
ermm.. then ask my gorgor to be confessed to her? omg.. dont do that. i will be crazy, not him. he will scold me for a couple of weeks. dont.. dont.. never do this.
errr.. then.. just let it be?
har.. dont want dont want. or.. be friends first? but i dont think that girl will go yum cha with us lo. later teased by her.. even worse.. then how?
haizz.. stupid la gorgor! just be confessed la! dont bother any other thing! u have to believe that the power of love is the strongest wat! so lame la u..
okok.. i know the reason. but u can create some miracles right? left one semester only. there is an oppoturnity for u, dont miss it! or else u go back ur hometown eat urself!
if u dare to scold me even once, u will know the impact. well, i assumed that u knew it.

that's why i said u lame! i said u lame then u are lame! no more excuses! make me worry for such a long time. u shouldn't let this thing happened. oh my god, my dark eyes circle..my eye bags.. getting worse..
yes, is ur fault. admit it~ (if u dont admit, i will whack u!)

just go on! be ur mui, i surely stand by ur side one.. need not to worry k?haha..

hey! why i am the one who are worried about this thing?! -.-
hng.. dont care already. i want to prepare for my final!! blek! >.<

怎么了..怎么我觉得今天的夜晚特别孤单..呵..就像此刻的我..既无助又无奈..
该开心还是伤心呢?开心?可为什么我的泪不会停止?好不容易找到的朋友..又要离我而去..真不甘啊..可又能怎样?除了无奈..还是无奈..
你应该感到幸运..我第一次为离去而流泪..竟然是为了你..了不起了哦?!可是你不会知道..我也不会笨到让你知道..免得你飞了上天还要我把你拉回来..
应该要开心的..还有一个学期..还有一个..不长亦不短..恨它太短,因为我们还没有制造许多美好的回忆..恨它太长,因为越是看见你,就会觉得自己会舍不得你..太舍不得的时候我会把你帮起来的哦!呵..
保持得到吗?我们的友谊..应该吧..希望以后跟你聊天你不会嫌我烦..还能摸摸你的头..还能听你像个大人似的教导我..还能听到你真心要我改掉坏毛病的唠叨..还能听到你为了我的好,不惜以威胁的方式来逼我..
我就像个长不大的小孩..虽然有时侯你比我表现得更像个孩子..可我就喜欢造反..在你还没来得及生气以前做个好孩子..让你哭笑不得..每次都说自己是个最好的听众..可是每次的听众都会是你..也只有你会有耐心听完我的长篇大论..还会加以分析..只有你会已真心话来和我交谈..该挑剔的时候,该分享的时候,该骂我的时候,该唠叨我的时候,该称赞我的时候..一切的一切..慢慢适应了有你的日子..慢慢觉得你做的事情是那么的理所当然,而我又是那么理所当然的接受着..
你走了以后..我该怎么办..
一些事情..我没说,并不代表我不懂..我不说,是因为你没说..你没说,是因为不想让我担心..所以..我不能再让你担心了..你要忙的东西已经够多了..不是吗?我们会留下美好的回忆..足够我们用一辈子来回忆..我们.. .. 会是好朋友的..虽然不是最好的..却已心满意足.. 再一次.. 很高兴认识你..
看吧..眼睛肿得跟合桃似的..怎么睡啊?!都是你啦!害我的..

唉..每次写部落格都会隔段很久的时间.. 对不起啦.. 因为我一想到要把自己所想的事情写出来就觉得别扭的说..而且啊..我的感觉都是"非笔墨能形容"的..为什么啊? 因为就算我的感觉已经多到满出来..还是不会表达到我所要的..(郁闷啊....)

认识了很多人..了解到许多的事情..发生了太多意想不到的情况..但还是很侥幸的渡过两个学期..不错不错..

我觉得呢..上天没有把我遗忘..真的很感谢..在我对人生..对友谊失望时..让我认识了那么多的朋友..我会珍惜..
曾经的一切让我失去了信任的勇气..常常把自己锁在自己的城墙内..形成自我保护的屏幕..把自己保护的好好的.. 活在只有自己的世界里..当我想再次打开自己的城门时,才发现自己已不能和陌生人沟通..一旦陌生人靠近,自己会很自然的以一副没有表情的脸示人..和陌生人交谈,身体会不自觉的颤抖..
很努力..很努力的让自己接近一些朋友..终于有了一些好转..因为我会对别人微笑了..其他人不知道..我是花了多大的努力..费了多少时间让自己跨出这一步..
会的..一切会好转的..对不对? ....