What a sad thing to share~

U're not listen to me again. What I was trying to tell you is just for ur awareness. Yet, you seem to doubt my words although you claimed yourself for not doing so. I'm sad. It's even worse when you explained your family to me. This is nothing but to show your doubtful towards me.

Sorry for being such a busy body. I will not do so again.

Hmm.. Will be feeling super duper upset and depress once I recall that you are not celebrating Christmas with me!! *cry out loudly*  =(

This is our first Christmas and it does mean a lot to me, don't you know that? Yet, I know. I cant be that childish although I'm so strongly wanting you to celebrate with me. It's your best friend's birthday. And yet, your gang is so eagerly to celebrate birthday for him on that day!! This makes me so frustrated!

What kinda feeling will I have when I'm celebrating this day alone? hmm.. getting used to those days with you by my side. And now the consequence is that, I feel uneasy without you. Okay, fine. *fed up* All other couples used to have a memorable and enjoyable first Christmas after being together, but I have to stay alone and look all those couples rounding me. >.<

Okay, finish my complaining.

Kinda happy as well, for this celebration as we had decided to buy a couple shirt for our Christmas gift. ^^ You won't know how happy was I as I had dreamed to have our own couple shirt since long time ago, just dare not to tell you. You should know the reason, it's because I had been asked you in one afternoon and you said you want to be low profile. So, couple shirt this kinda high profile action, you will not do it~! That's why I keep my mouth silent for requesting so. Anyway, thank you pi~

Going to have a Dong Zhi celebration + Christmas gift-giving celebration + Wey Seng's birthday celebration with friends on this Wednesday~ So excited for this coming day.First time to celebrate Dong Zhi with friends. It will definitely another enjoyable and memorable day! Everybody has been requested to prepare a gift by his or her own. Then we will randomly choose present to be given out to each person. Of course, we will not be giving the present to the person who bought it. What I hope is that they will not prepare those "swt" presents for us. I guess my face will be kinda emo if I receive those guys' presents. Lolz! Hope it will not be happened~

Sigh.. my face is not recovering from acne problem. I'm just getting more disappointed on those products nowadays. Every single step I have been followed. Yet, my face is still in such a terrible condition. I can see that my face was better last week but don't know why it became terrible this week. Can you imagine my feelings when I take photos? So many red dots on my face~!!!! In my age, it should be the most beautiful moment for a girl!! Yet my face destroys all my moments!! *super duper depress*
Those salesgirls keep recommending products to me. I just don't know whether I should show them a smile or angry face. I'm just an ordinary girl, I also want to be pretty like what other girls do.T_T
My face destroyed my confidence. It will then slowly destroy my smiley, I guess.
Looking at the products that I used, makes me even more depressed.

Reminder for myself:

• drink A LOT OF water!!
• SLEEP EARLY!!
• NO FRIED FOOD!!

pipi, help me!! =(

"Getting used to"

This phrase in fact makes me trembling. I'm particularly scared of getting used of something. As I know me myself would not want to change easily if I had get used to something. I hate changing. That's why I'm wondering how could I survive in this changing world. LOLZ~

Well, I'm getting used to the life with you. This somehow makes me feel uneasy in a world that without you, cant see you everyday, cant listen to your voice everyday and everything must be done by my own.All these facts make me realized that I'm relying on you more than what I've thought. Hope you wont think your little girl is not independent enough.

When the days are cold, God knows how badly I miss you. You always warmer than me, don't you know that you are my little oven? ^^ I hurt my wrist, I guess. It's so painful when I was trying to use energy. You wasn't here, with me. It wakes me up, for relying on myself when you are not around. My heart suddenly gets colder. Sigh.. I'm missing you, although you are just left for 2 days. Miss those days when you fetch me out and have meals with me. Yet, you seem to be so busy, until we have not more than 10 messages a day. Once again, my heart feels colder. What I can do is to hug my little patrick dogs. They are always loyal to me.

Once again, you are considering whether to follow my family going to Penang. I had decided for you that you don't need to follow. I'm scare. Yes, I'm scare. Scare that I will listen "No" from you. That's why I had decided for you. I don't want to give myself any hope as I know I will be very disappointed if you reject. Yet, you do not know my purpose for doing so and insist to decide yourself. I'm wondering, do you like my family? Just wanted to let you know that I will definitely put my family on the highest position in my heart. No one can change it, neither you. As usual, I cant win in any argument. Sometimes, I will wonder if you are listening to me. Hearing and listening are two different words. Hearing is an action that you just hear but do not get what people want to tell. Listening is an action that you can get what they wanted to express. So, you hear me, but didn't listen to me. Don't you? How hard I was trying to tell you but you will cut off my points sometimes. Am I that useless in giving opinions or expressing myself? This in fact depressed me and I do not feel like expressing myself sometimes.
*Such a gray feeling now*

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I can now officially declare my holiday to everyone~! Yes, finally I'm free from all those troublesome, at least for one week.Though, I still have to get my assignments done within this week. Sigh.

Hmm.. Long time never update my blog. I can feel my blog is growing moss by the way. Lolz~

Just a little too busy these couples of week. The beginning of a trimester is always busy with a lot of stuffs. I haven't get myself into this Gamma second trimester. Yet, my first midterm test is just around the corner. Gosh.. What a headache thingy isn't it?

Wanted to start my revision now, but just don't have that mood. Sigh. =(

Again, there are A LOT OF stuffs waiting for me in week 6 and 7. Midterms, presentations, exam and etc. Once again, I can feel my shoulder is getting heavier with these stresses. Gotta trust myself, believe myself that I can go through them! *self-motivating*

It's not I don't have things to share with. Don't know how to express myself into words. Sometimes I feel so wordless to express and feel so emo. I know it's my fault that I cant even express well and cant blame on others who don't understand me. Another stress of mine.

It isn't an easy job in order to maintain a relationship, neither to improve. This is the conclusion I get after all. Both parties have to be fully confessed to each other and fully trust on each other in order to maintain it. I seldom express my feelings, although I'm talkative. =( I feel so uneasy to express them out from my heart. My mouth is just like so heavy to be opened. I fed up~!

There are problems underneath. Yet, I don't even know how to express them out. What an useless person am I. But, I know the problems are going to be solved, as long as we do not give up.

Feel so tired. Have to get enough sleep, before I can manage my emotions, moods, assignments, midterms, presentations and etc!!


~ No matter where life takes us, nothing can break us apart~

Bad Zhi..
Every time will forget me when you have games and friends. >.<
Sigh~~ Fell sick already still doesn't know how to take care yourself. Made me super worry here and cannot do anything but to keep mumbling you to take care yourself. What if you still haven't recover from your sickness after 3 days? You surely will force yourself to follow me. This will worsen your condition. God bless you to recover faster~!! You have to be obedient as well, sleep and rest enough~!!

*Yet, I don't think you will be that obedient~*

Today went back to Melaka to move my room to my brother's room. A huge project in fact. Tired~!!
My room will be occupied by a new housemate, who is my brother's friend. Hope can stay happily with my housemates la~ ^^

I'm kinda love my room now. After adjusting all cupboards and bed, this room seems bigger and not be as dirty as my brother stayed before that.

Will be another tiring task after I get back to my house when school reopens.


~Countdown for 3 days~

不对老婆耍酷
不让老婆吃醋
吵架先要让步
老婆揍我挺住

老婆要3从：
1、从不洗衣；
2、从不做饭；
3、从不拖地。

老公要4得；
1、老婆化妆要等得；
2、老婆花钱要舍得；
3、老婆发脾气忍得；
4、老婆生气要哄得。

新版家规
家规之一：老婆洗澡时要量好水温，抓痒擦背；不得有贪图私欲之行为。
家规之二：老婆血拼时要勇于付款，多所鼓励；不得有不情不愿之行为。
家规之三：老婆上菜时要赞不绝口，多吃几碗；不得有偏食挑菜之行为。
家规之四：老婆睡觉时要炎夏扇风，寒冬暖被；不得有打呼抢被之行为。
家规之五：老婆给钱时要含泪感激，省吃俭用；不得有奢侈浪费之行为。
家规之六：老婆无聊时要搏命演出，彩衣娱亲；不得有毫无所谓之行为。
家规之七：老婆训诫时要两手贴紧，立正站好；不得有心不在焉之行为。
家规之八：老婆犯错时要引咎自责，自揽黑锅；不得有连累小初之行为。
家规之九：老婆哀伤时要椎心泣血，悲痛欲绝；不得有面露微笑之行为。
家规之十：老婆晚归时要耐心等候，欢颜以对；不得有大发雷霆之行为。
家规十一：老婆不在时要朝思暮想，守身如玉；不得有偷鸡摸狗之行为。
家规十二：老婆高兴时要张灯结彩，大肆庆祝；不得有泼洒冷水之行为。
家规十三：老婆失眠时要彻夜陪伴，帮忙数羊；不得有梦见周公之行为。
家规十四：老婆敷脸时要提供方法，以身试法；不得有哈哈大笑之行为。
家规十五：老婆唱歌时要如沐春风，赞叹不已；不得有忍笑不禁之行为。
家规十六：老婆生气时要跪地求饶，恳求开恩；不得有不理不睬之行为。
家规十七：老婆打我时要任其蹂躏，谢主隆恩；不得有还手瞪眼之行为。
家规十八：老婆考试时要帮忙读书，圈画重点；不得有事不关己之行为。
家规十九：老婆演讲时要不时点头，深表赞同；不得有顺口反驳之行为。
家规二十：老婆审问时要发誓赌咒，以表忠诚；不得有漫不经心之行为。
家规二一：老婆开车时要温言教导，释其紧张；不得有增其繁扰之行为。
家规二二：老婆亲亲时要热情有劲，卖力求好，不得有口齿不分之行为。
家规二三：老婆临幸时要予取予求，持之以恒；不得有力不从心之行为。
家规二四：老婆不要时要泪往肚流，自行解决；不得有金钱买卖之行为。

爱老婆宣言
1.老公心里只有老婆一个人,做梦也要梦见老婆
2.老公不允许骂老婆,打老婆,踢老婆,捏老婆,欺负老婆
3.老婆打老公,老公不能还手
4.老公永远要说老婆最漂亮，最可爱
5.老公在老婆面前不能提别的女人
6.老公不能说老婆老了丑了
7.老公不可以丢下老婆,不要老婆
8.老公facebook资料里要写老婆的名字,不能写其他人的名字.
9.老婆比老公的姐妹要重要
10.老公的手指甲要干净
11.老婆不允许老公色
12.老公一定要听老婆的话
13.老婆只能有一个真爱老公
14 .老婆开心,老公也要开心,老婆伤心,老公要哄老婆
15老公不允许在别人面前说老婆的坏话
16.老公不能和别的女人乱搞,不能做对不起老婆的事情
17.别的女人主动和老公说话,老公不能理她
18.老婆要什么,老公一定要给
19.老公要乖乖的,不能不听话
20.老婆的家人,朋友,老公要对他们好
21.老公不允许和别的女人发短信,打电话
22.老公的任何东西,不能写或贴别的女人的名字.照片等等
23. 老婆发短消息给老公,老公不可以不回

1、如果你的女朋友在你面前哭了，无论什么原因，请抱紧她，再反抗也要抱紧，趴在桌子上永远没有在你怀里安心；

2、如果你的女朋友指出了你的不是，请不要总是嫌她唠叨，若不是因为在乎她不会说你； 

3、如果你的女朋友和你赌气不理你，不要也学她，这正是考验你们的时候，“脸皮厚”的精神此时不发扬又更待何时； 

4、如果你的女朋友不听你的话，转身走了，一定要追上她，若真的还爱着，丢下她一个人你又如何放心呢； 

5、如果你的女朋友说“你走吧，我不想理你了”，千万不要相信，女人最是口是心非，其实那是她最需要你的时候；

6、如果你的女朋友生气了，说心情不好不想吃饭，千万不要问她想干吗想吃什么，她一定说什么都不要，买好你记忆里她最爱吃的东西（最好是有包装的，这样等她心情好了再吃也不会冷），但一定不要以自己也不吃来威胁她； 

7、如果你的女朋友对你们说狠话，请保持三秒钟不说话，然后搂过她的肩，笑笑说：“老婆，你讲话的声音真可爱！” 珍惜你们的女朋友，不要把她们想的坏想的复杂，女人要的永远最简单！

有时候，妥协不是一种认输，是一种洋溢理解的姿态；原谅不是一种懦弱，是一种写满珍惜的胸怀...

男生永远不懂，为什么女生会那么的依赖你，那是因为她把你当做她的唯一，最信赖的人。 

男生永远不懂，为什么女生在你不给她打电话的时候会很生气，因为她想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。 

男生永远不懂，女生为什么会爱生气，因为她只是想要你来哄她，回味你们之间的温存。 

男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为她爱你，而容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。 

男生永远不懂，为什么女生爱唠叨让你少抽烟，少喝酒，女生也知道那不可能，但是她担心你的身体。 

男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为她将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。 

男生永远不懂，女生愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为爱你，而并不是为了显示自己比你强。 

男生永远不懂，女生会在很晚的时候打电话给你，不是不信任你，只是突然很想你，想听听你的声音。 

男生永远不懂，女生会想要知道你的一切，想为你分担事情，那是因为她只想要自己是你最亲密的人。 

男生永远不懂，当分手来到时，女生那坚强的语言后面是多么伤的伤痛！ 

男生永远不懂，分手后女生不是不痛，而是痛到连看到你就会无法自拔！ 

男生永远不懂，女生的爱是那么深。一旦爱上就不能自已。隐瞒的那么深，不要带给你困扰！而自己哭泣！ 

男生永远不懂，女生的爱！女生的爱脆弱又坚强。女孩狠起心来是不要命的。 

男生永远不懂,当你说不爱她了。她不会缠着你。只要你快乐，她愿意防开你。 

男生永远不懂，女生在分手后那笑的背后有了多少的悲痛！ 

如果爱，请深深的爱她，如果不爱，请不要享受她的独爱。 
不要挥霍爱情，爱情挥霍完了，就会挥霍了她的生命。 

好好珍惜每一个爱你的女生。

男生肯为你花钱，他不一定爱你！男生为你哭，他不一定爱你！男生为你去死，也不一定爱你… 

但是如果>一个男生能做到以下这些，他真的很爱你!

๑当一个男生愿意在任何时间，任何地点弯下腰来为你系松了的鞋带 ;

๑当一个男生坏坏地抓着你的手绕着你的校园走了一圈又一圈，只是为了让所有人都知道你是他的女朋友，不要再打你的主意;

๑当一个男生每天二十四小时开机，只是为了不错过你的每一个电话，不让你在任何一个失落的瞬间感到孤单;

๑当一个男生每天早晨睁开眼就发短信说爱你，每晚睡觉前都不忘和你说晚安；  

当一个男生因为你受了苦而像一个小孩子一样号啕大哭;

๑当一个男生愿意为了你幸福而去拼搏，奋斗，愿意陪你去任何你像去的地方，做你任何想做的事情;

那么请你认认真真地去爱他，无论有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他。

※不要只因为你在这边受了委屈就对电话那边的他大喊大叫

※不要在他很忙时一遍遍打电话只为了告诉他你想他；  不要和任何一个男生有超出朋友的交往，即使他看不到

※不要挂他电话，无论你多生气。让一个男生最气愤的是莫过于让他找不到自己的女朋友；  不要骗他，永远不要

请不要对他说谎。如果他真的爱你，他可以原谅你所有的错误，却无法原谅你的谎言。  爱情是两个人的事情。如果他不值得你爱，那么请放手，给你们每个人追求幸福的机会；如果他值得你爱，那么请用心去肯定他，爱他，关怀他，等待他！

1、 买一套大房子给你，为我们的宝宝留一间婴儿房。

2、 让你躺在我的腿上静静的看书，然后抚摩你的头发。

3、 当你说自己很累不想做饭时，把你抱上床盖上被子，然后亲自给你做我最拿手的方便面！

4、 当你不吃饭的时候哄着你吃，再不行就喂你吃。

5、带你去趟马尔代夫，感受静止时空。

6、 再和你去趟非洲，让你感觉自己非常的白。

7、 把我的牙刷偷偷的和你换一下。

8、 每个特殊的日子都要在你心里留下一段特殊的回忆。

9、 在洗澡的时候帮你搓背，洗完澡后帮你揉揉脚。

10、在你累的时候帮你揉揉肩。

11、没有理由的亲亲你。

12、你写的东西我一定做第一个读者，并且不管你写的怎样都鼓励你。

13、每年秋天都和你去登山。

14、经常抱着你，背着你，哪怕是在大庭广众之下。

15、每天醒来先看看你熟睡的样子，轻轻吻你一下。

16、经常逗的你想哭又想笑。

17、陪你逛街，和你一起做饭。

18、在街上走的时候不让你离开自己1米，永远不让你走靠马路的那边。

19、过马路是都要牵着你的手。

20、在你特殊时期的时候给你端上我做的红糖荷包蛋，看你把泪水蹭到我胸前。

21、在生活中让着你，你错了也是我的错，吵架后肯定我先道歉，但是在是非方面却要坚持原则。

22、听你叫我傻瓜等一切你想叫我的名字。

23、晚上故意叫醒你，听你庸懒的声音。

24、在你无助时能在你身边帮你。

25、帮你梳头时不弄疼你。

26、在你专心看书时不打搅你。

27、和你抢吃的，把最有营养最好吃的留给你。

28、听你从海边打来的电话，听你踩浪花时的叫声。

29、帮你买菜时顺便买束花给你。

30、在你生病时，守在你身边，给你塞塞被角，摸摸你的额头，把你拥入怀中。

31、钱包里总是有你的照片，或者是全家福。

32、和你一起抚养孩子长大。

33、下班后只要看见家里的灯灭了就一定自己开门，绝不吵醒你。

34、半夜故意把你的被子踢开让你往我被窝里钻。

35、听你的话不抽烟，少喝酒，多吃水果，定时吃饭。

37、打雷的时候对你说"来我抱着你睡"因为我知道你害怕打雷。

38、每天和你一起喝牛奶。

39、我们吵架后，会在客厅睡，让你好好想一想，再等你来给我盖被子。

40、留一点点的胡子，在亲你的时候偷偷的扎你的脸。

41、在你70岁的时候陪你去看夕阳。

42、和你一起看鬼片，安慰你说"别怕，有我呢！"

43、当你趴在阳台的栏杆上时，从你身后揽住你。

44、不许你说谢谢，对不起之类的话，那样会很见外。

45、下雨的时候出现在你面前。

46、没钱的时候会肉麻的说"老婆，给点零用钱吧！"

47、当你和孩子在公园里嬉戏时，坐在一边享受着。

48、认真听你说的每句话。

49、如果我有什么意外，希望你能找个比我对你更好的人。

50、每天都感激上天让我们相遇，相知，相爱...... 

一你经常看他/她的空间。

二

当你和他/她打电话后，你会看下通话时间。

三你一遍又一遍读他/她的短信。

四

你和他/她一起走路的时候，走得很慢很慢。

五

他/她在你周围的时候，你会故意装作不在乎他/她，但当他/她离开的时候你会着急的找他/她。

六

当你想到他的时候，你的心跳一会跳得快，一会跳得慢。

七

你听到他/她的声音的时候会笑。

八

当你和他/她在一起的时候，你看不见周围的所有人，你的眼中只有他/她。

九

当你想到他/她的时候，你会听抒情的慢歌。

十

你看到他/开心的时候，你会不自觉的扬起一丝微笑。

十一

你闻到他/她的气味就很兴奋。

十三

你意识到当你看着他/她的时候，你就在内心盘算和他/她说什么，很紧张。

十四

为了见到他/她，你会为他/她做任何事。

十五

当你读这篇文章的时候，有个人一直在你的脑中浮现。

十六

你不停的想他/她，以至于你都没有发现这里没有第十二条。

十七

你翻上去找第十二条，然后默默地笑自己....

许个愿吧，你想....

（看过的就转载吧，在你身边回出现一个心疼你的人哦…）

1.你的话 我连标点符号都不信

2.hey,请问一下,你的棺材是翻盖的还是滑盖的

3.想想 、 还是幼儿园好混

4.你说你会等我回来、你是等了、还找了一个人一起等

5. 放得下的是曾经，放不下的是记忆。

6.msn的在线率越高 ，证明这个人越寂寞

7. 加倍的惊喜过后常常伴随着加倍的乏味。

8.笑只是一个表情，与快乐无关

9.女人,长得漂亮是优势,活得漂亮是本事

10.当幸福来敲门的时候 、我或许不在家

11.累么 累就对了 舒服是留给死人的

12.不要对我太好，让我分不清你是爱情还是友情

13.早该没心没肺, 不用现在的撕心裂肺

14.爱你，很久了，等你，也很久了，现在，我要离开你了，比很久很久还要久......

15.人在悲伤的时候，不管听多么欢快的曲子，都会止不住的流泪

16.我没有那么多的感慨，仅仅想有个人陪

17.花花世界，是我太过认真

18. 孤独时，有寂寞做伴。 

19.世界这么乱 装纯给谁看

20.人生就像打电话，不是你先挂，就是我先挂